Friday, September 19, 2014

Roni Gilbert Oceanside Pier 1990

Roni Gilbert Oceanside Pier 1990

I met Roni at SEARS in 1986 - She was a DISCOVER Operations Manager

I had never met a more wonderful woman - she was a gift; from God

I was 35 years old. I had arrived with $100.00 on an Amtrak. For the first three months in Oceanside, CA my residence was on Pacific Street, near Buccaneer Beach. Very little has changed on the beach, today is September 19, 2014.
The first day I went to work at SEARS, Roni told them to hire me. In a few months, I had never been so happy in my life. In forty days she explained everything a person should know about how to win a woman. The job began about January or February. I had arrived in November. About Sept 19, 1986 the most important day in my life, I had made a great girlfriend. She was the most intelligent woman ever in my life. She had me read a book in the library. It indicated, she had a lover, a husband, and a boyfriend. I was confused. She laughed, and said that is you. Then she had me read Romeo and Juliet. I kept having her say, read page one. I did not understand. Read page one, over and over? She laughed with her naturally lusty self and said, "Deny your Father, Deny his name".
My mother killed her in revenge.


Friday, May 2, 2014

Adams Garden... America

I will physically be dead in a few years. I have been totally isolated in my faith and all my property stolen for my faith. I only have Jesus Christ for my witness. God loves a cheerful giver. When I die, and it will not be many years from now, I am 61, America was not a friendly country at all. I will be received in God's Kingdom at death but America was a worthless experience in his name. It was a void in his word, his love and deed. I enjoy the love of God and his word and feelings - America had no human touch or family and there is no memory of this country in his name or touch. The Episcopal Church oversaw the abandonment and took joy in isolating me using psychiatry for all of its family needs. I have lived in no other country and as far as I know, the United States eliminates everything it teaches and pays its enemies more not to hurt it. I feel the USA is the office of the Ambassador to hell and holds no content in anything superior to civilization. The best Sciences and communications were of no use... America preferred Satan as its internal God and ran it from its altar as a better way. The USA is a rather heartless country given the consideration. I like the Lord and his peace but there was no family or touch from the country... I will not be violent to be accepted in the court and there was no appeal without it. I like the treatise of John Locke and Adams Garden... America was hell to the intellect. I have no real memories of America helping anyone. It was a fall from grace to begin and never picked me up in anything.

I see America as if Jesus Christ had never lived or been born. There is no prayer for this nation. Pontius Pilate had more law - on appeal he would have found innocence the transcript without a holiday release for the drunks at trial. I witness America passing through - there is no memory of a human friend in this nation - you make people sick. Suicide Prevention Webcam video from October 19, 2012 7:56 PM (take one)   (I think life is a sacred contract... so do not expect me to die of political convenience. Suicide Prevention Webcam video from October 19, 2012 7:56 PM (take one)

Thursday, November 28, 2013

Happy Thanksgivings!

Happy Thanksgivings!
from Joseph Jeanes
to Pilgrim's Progress.

Titanium's Funeral James 3 KJV

Red at night, sailors delight. Red in the morning, sailors warning. My little weatherman goes home and leaves me fulfilled on having a cat that like NPR said,
"if you think you can't handle children, get a pet, then decide. Pets require as much care but you will know if you are a child abuser before you would have children". I did that.


Wednesday, November 20, 2013

A Cat and his Journey

Today is big
Today is a day to walk
and play
My name is "Titanium"
This is my last Christmas.
I have my people pet, Joe, do
My Cat, "Charm",
is not a clumsy.
That is what people are.
A cat has a journey
and has love to follow
love to
Lead. I love God
because the Bible told me.
James 3: verse 9 (from my cat's viewpoint - [we])
October 31, 1999
Adopted December 31, 1999
selected from the Albemarle SPCA with the observation of
and since cats have no end, he leaves his fur coat in the closet and
leaves as a guest into the Palomar Observation Deck and Mountain.
Joe, Charm, and Titanium

Tuesday, September 24, 2013

Walking on the Beach in Time

In a walk with people you begin a new
step everyday.
It is surprising to notice that the heart is the strongest organ we have, whether
sensitive or facing tremendous barriers.
There really is time and the clutches of time
are a transmission of what you
walk with
Music, feelings, and love are
birds of a feather.
In California, many people have
concentrated on making a better World.
The unspoken is a hope that people
at the heart of control
are willing to make your life better
only if you are willing
to stay in.
No one forces you to stay in.
The laws of attraction are enforced.